is long..

haih y wan think too much
stress urself oni
bt i noe nt all ur fault
bt i cnt totally understand bcos im nt u
i din lack in ur situation b4
so till nw we juz noe wat happen
anyway hu is rite hu is wrong is nt important
if u wan to b stubborn no one cn bother
juz remind u
d thg u giv up is vry hard to get bec
so did u reali willing to do so
u ask urself
im too kepo adi

haih my whole family member
all is born in emo style
im oso included
my dadi hu oways yell to us bcos he gt angry frm outside ppl
or we take advantage of his free tym
my mami hu often do kiam pa face n rude to us bcos her thg lost
or we forgot to bring bec sme"important“ thg fr her
my sis hu once in a while suddenly in bad mood
bcos i cal her arrange neatly her thgs in bedroom
n me myself
smtym dono do wat sohai
easy goes into moodless
n nowaday owayz frgot thgs
am i old adi??
emo couple born emo kids
dats rite
im their real child

haih again
i tot i wil better in d way he dissapear
bt no
i wan him to appear
stupid

ohh ohh
if u nw oni noe
dats mean vry late
if u confirm noe
den i congratz u
finally u r clever
juz abit late
bt if u change change change
juz lyk wat hyuna sing
den i think wil b alrite
at least better lol

congratz to ching chuing
hu win in b2st tshirt competition
i noe wat u mean after dat
bt those hu vote fr u din fu to blame u
so juz calm down
top 2 is a truth d page owner say so
so lower d beh song ness
don frget
u win gal!!!
don bother d 2nd winner
u oredy done ur best
n hav gud pay bec
hee^^

PEACE tonite
fu free to do anythg
bt homework..
erm frget about it
relax wif super cow
yeahhhhhh~

bye rope walk...

last day stay inside my old heritage ahma hse

i gt sme miss at here

whr my 18 years life had a place to rest

 bye!!!!!!!

 yummy fruit cocktail cake^^

frm bread history

n finally

a picha of yoseob♥

 PEACE

care....

a fren of mine
balu go through a hard tym
he hurt so deep
dat nobody else accept himself cn fu
im sorry to noe dat
bt as a fren
i wan to giv sme care to him
bt i scare he say me kepo
finally i send a long msg
fewww~
he rply wif xie xie^^
i noe tis case nid himself to walk out
no one cn help
juz bless him continue his normal life
bad thg i don mention here
reali hope a supa slim man cn stop thin ing
p_ac_

short hala...

yeah finally a molly approved my spider
i smore scare she wil hiam again
thank you^^
lets say smthg
gossip of smone
haih stil no any changes
i love d period sk shoot her
thank you
although is juz a fast shoot
bt ahaahaahaa
shiok
she is kinda weird ppl
force me to ekil reh sutats
stupid
c her face
i reali so so so TMD
if she stil cnt fu smthg
dat means she is too sien
i reali dono hw to do
yuckzzzzzzzzzzzzz
juz hala a bit here
nid to continue ma work le
PEACE

i accept...

omo
jun hyung & hara r on d way
haahaa
quite shock whn get d news
bt my 1st fulin is hapi fr them
they both r so match
i think muz b a unexpected lovely
zu fu ta men
bless them
btw i noe smone mayb wil get hurt or even angry about tis
n even cry cnt believe bad mood blablabla
bt no choice
we muz accept it
tis remind me of yoseob n suzy long tym ago
dat one although is totally fake
bt stil make many fans wth
nw is a serius one
bt pls anti bashing
support them
if dowan den no comment
bt overall hara is much much better den suzy
im hapi cc a big fans of yoseob
had same frequency wif me
like like like
so beast


jk
u r nt alone
i noe u r super emo gal
bt hw about frens hu b wif u
yaa is reali hard to hav a person to talk to
even smtym dono hw to open ur mouth
dono whr to start hw to bring it out
btw if u reali dowan to hav such sucks living
fr so long tym in a sucks place
den u muz try to alter urself
lets hav sme change
fr own gud fr others oso
tis is better den d way u keep complain to urself
we both love peace
so muz change smthg b4 smthg change us
too late dat moment
bt i admit dat blog is reali a gud place fr us to yell
dats y i often cum over
d place i cn receive peace

continue..

i had misunderstand
oh shit
no private at all
wth is tis
dumb me
1:3
nt fair at all
im so huh??
im willing to stay outside instead of stay inside wif a old crow
akk akk
stupid sound again
no more peaceful
im damn bad mood
smore simply say  those 38 thgs
im tired wif u
my ear fuling pain bcos of u
GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!


i nid PEACE
sat mong arr TT

digested...

my ahma hse is gonna move to smwhr else
is near bt hw to say
i hav so used to b inside such old hse
btw after moving there
me n sis share a own room
although is nt our slping hse
bt stil we nid sme private rite
n after dat wil b more peaceful
bcos the pervert noise decrease
yeah yeah

undo to wat ryn mention dat day
im so so admire to her thinkin
totally positive
i'll wan to b lyk her
bt seems to b a bit difficult
hiak hiak
good minded ryn~

i hav digest wat the molly say
she is rite
i found my spider more 3d after thicker d wire of its leg
b4 dat i blame her
nw i noe mayb she is nt dat lack
haih im too impulse
bt tis is wat im
bad attitude again

hmwork is so much
do do do
sleepy

relax in PEACE

emo..

i think im in emo too today
too bad i like my emo
i fu like gt so much stupid thg nt yet say out
i wan to scream nw
omo
smore heard d voice i hate
tln
so like wat yiin post on wall dat day
smtym nid to find smone talk deeply
bt find frm d head till d bottom of my phonebook
bt no one
haih its true
sat mong arr
ms low work still left 3 tym weeks to complete
i muz faster chase up first
i still nt in normal mood
i hope to hav smone dat reali cn talk deep deeply
even best fren smtym is nt suit to talk my emo thg
so a hard tym to get such ngam ngam keng fren

a molly
hu pour oil on my burning fire
i accept d comment u giv on my spider
bt d way u say"hw u argue oso no use" to me
okay im argue ing
bt tis is wat a designer should do whn ppl false my work
i admit my spider is a bit cincai
bt i reali hav a hard work in there
juz u cnt c it
isit student is owayz loser compare to lecturer
u say u hav many teaching experients
pls whr gt u don look like u teach b4
so thanks god term 2 nonid c ur pervert face
hiak hiak hiak
btw i wil repair my spider properly
n let u shut up
naa

hav a long talk wif jk instead of sketching stupid thgs
yaa my old grandma story
actually is my old case during secondary sch
i found bec many fuling
nw im better thn b4
i reali appreciate it
so im gonna delete sme ppl dat bother me
nt their false
is my busybody brain
huuu

end wif PEACE

bad attitude of mine...

today im a bit emo
bt i like it
so dat i cn pay more attention to my work
im a quite hot tempered ppl
so dat moment i get angry
i'll vry vry fast wan to splash it out
no matter through wat communication
bcos whn i do smtg dat difficult me
n dat thg is nt compulsory fr me to do
dat means im nt supposed to do so
bcos no one cherish wat i do
they r free easy bt we r in trouble
so i'll get reali mad
n thinkin y should i do tis huh??
wat fr??fr wat??
my tempered wil bcum vry hot
n den i wil hate
bt actually hot tempered wil decrease my life
so...
bt i reali cnt change
bad bad attitude

btw i reali misunderstand smtg
my brain was such a busybrain
cn i turn bec??
i ask myself
watever i nid tym
no point to juz simply say at blog
hopefully i wish everthg is normal lyk nw
stay in peace
my sincerely wish
i wan peace in sch bcos my home sweet home is nt sweet enough
smtym i fu reali sour
damn

my fren
i hope u reali understand wat fuling is between u 2
don stress urself if reali cnt continue
i hav same case lyk urs
during dat tym is full of confuse iritate hate n anti peace
everyday seems lyk dreaming in day
juz bcos keep thinkin wat step to walk next
its reali hard to explore n answer
bt smtym if u reali try to let it go
everythg seems to b fine as soon as possible
n den u willing to b hapi thn b4
its true
smile jk
n wish fr peace

im goin to eat durian nw
continue my ytd episode
fr durian night
so PEACE
+
so BEAST

im reali hate until the high
i cnt stand it anymore
cn ur mouth shut up fr a few minutes
u shame my wonderful family
without u im more more hapi
i talk more i laugh more my mood increase up up
bt whn u appear
ur pervert voice face action
all all all
arghhhhh
tln
i dowan u in my family
i reali hate u although u r my elders
pls go away u nt suit my life
y u n grandpa cn totally different
grandpa dat i love so much
u b her wife fr so long oso...i dono hw to say
ppl is born fr loving their parents
bt im nt bcos ur stubborn attitude
pls stop dat b4 i quit my concern to u bitch

nw is ms low class
my brain was a blank
i nid break
forget it x100
huuuuuu~
still dat word
PEACE

my hero

HAPPY FATHER DAY!!!!

"daddy daddy u're my hero

u r there went i nid u

u r the greatest gift dat i hav in my life~~"

stil rmb the song during nursery annual concert

meaningful

today nt feeling vr well

bt dono hw to explain whr gt pblem

haih my molly spider

big big pblem laaaaa

my lunch

dissapointed

bcos nt vr okay d restaurant

bt the mai xiang is gud

a cucumber love fr my melody

my name of my dadi

haahaa

love you~

after kfc dinner im gonna do my molly

aja keikei!!!

blank topic

a bad news i heard ytd nite

sob

bt wat cn we do

cn

we will guide u everytym

ur meal ur anythg

accompany u together to b light in meal

okay
is u turn

muz learn to b well-behaved huh

juz nw chat about memory of ns in class

hiak hiak quite miss lol

gt sweet gt bitter

gt bo song wan ppl

gt ngam keng wan

btw i did enjoy it
i mean ns

wheeeeee

tomolo goin monte

miss chan wil b absent

omg bt she wil cal her bro cum

so dat i don feel wan to pengsan

hee

long tym din meet those kids

wil they rmb me

our ugly webcam pic

mommy kei n ah loi loi

chak

speechless

more speechless wan nt yet upload

wif bchin n yiiting

haih

conclusion:

i love my daddy

 i gve up a chance to phoshoot

i love d mood of my graphic class

i like new world park loh bak noodle

n most important is:

i found peace today

tonite hw oso muz watch mu bank

beast last stage b4 goin overseas

yeah

aja

beast

kaki di hostel

ohh b4 goin minloon b'day

im so multi sleepy one

bt nw gt kaki at fren hostel

so my tired fly away adi

haahaa minloon is a shy boy whn he bcum d main character

reali difficult to c d moment he get shy

bt quite enjoy oso

a few minute ago me yiting n bchin turn gila

we keep on photobooth ing

snatch snatch snatch

haaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaa

gai liao laa

laugh until my sound changed

many gila picture

haih feel good

say peace!!!

here r sme nt yet kisiao one

after kisiao wan post ltr

hiak hiak!!!

tonite slp at bchin knox hostel
1st tym slp there
ltr going  to kfc  fr minlun b'day
although i nt vr lyk kfc chicken
bt im going to eat too ltr
bcos
im so so hungry nw

new msg to smone at my tumblr
^^
hiak hiak!!!

long long long

blur...
confuse...
blank...
yiin jio's...
photoshoot??
art teacher??
i juz cn 2 choose 1
bt i wan to earn experients
+go play
i tell myself
although i miss d kids
bt juz 1 week oni maa
i even 2 weeks din meet them
beh hiao kin laa
haahaa
okay juz went on
tis morning go church wif yuki n bchin
my parents pantang never bring us go church wan
den me byself go lo
i found it nt bad
i found peace inside there
friendly smiley face
actually i like it
n d environment is clean
wherever i walk
i fu peace
although today nt yet start design wall yet
bt i still enjoy d peaceful there
although im nt kristian
bt im nt anti kristian
bcos im taoisme
so i think i cn choose to believe in which god
n without blablabla frm my parents
im big gal nw
PEACE


juz saw a note post by k-b2uty
kns pervert coordinator aim to b2st nw
cube entertainment is kinda danger
tis noona is reali hell 
hope b2st especially junhyung is in peace
don ever let such bitch destroy them
n make d b2uties world peace=unpeace
reali CRazzzzzzzy
tis news sucks
much much comment shooting tis stupid coordinator
here r some instead of hundred~


omg you guys are making B2UTIES look bad. Do you want Yoseob to be disappointed with us again?
They all said they warned B2ST, and she was fired from many agencies already. THERE IS EVEN AN ONLINE PETITION TO GET RID OF HER.
Guy We don't want to look like a violent fanclub right! If we do we wouldn't be any better then her so please even though we're angry lets try and handle this without violence.
A lot of fans are just acting straight up ugly right now. This hatred isn't making the boys proud to call you their fans. Everyone's concern is greatly appreciated I'm sure, but the hate responses just won't be making them happy unlike when they receive/can feel everyone's love and support.
Guys, please stop being so violent. Okay, we all hate her. But we're making ourselves look bad.

Just please stop with this hate. This will even make BEAST more disappointed in us. & do you really want to have this feeling of guilt? & when you do, you'll have to apologize to them. We don't want to do that again, writing another apology to them. We should just support them. It's just a bit too much. I bet you that one out of all b2uties would tweet them about this. Please don't, we just don't want our boys disappointed in us anymore.

Guys, please stop being so violent. Okay, we all hate her. But we're making ourselves look bad.
So many times this year, Beast has been disappointed in us. When b2uties harassed shawols on the fancafes. When b2uties found out yoseob and junhyung’s phone numbers. When b2uties spread and obsessed over rumors of dating with Junhyung, Kikwang, and Yoseob. And now, b2uties jumping to conclusions about a stylist before even receiving information from cube. This behavior is anything but b2utiful.
EVERYONE NEEDS TO CHILL WITH THE DEATH THREATS... That is so gross. Seriously guys, calm down. Take a step back and realize what you are doing...
o_o man... fans (in general) are scary beyond reason. don't you guys think its kind of immature saying that you wish to "kill her"? Sorry if this is coming out the wrong way, but chill guys. Just chill~ death threats aren't going to do no good, we beast fans must be good hearted people. don't get angry over this YET. so yeah, o---o you all are so scary...
STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP
ehhh I'll just start waiting till i get the facts to start bitching :) 
n comment dat i post is" we r juz venting!!!by throwing out our madness!!!dats ntg wrong wif those b2uties!!!"
bt few minutes ltr i post " yaa!!!dats no point to b so violence!!!b2uties calm down after comment here!!!think of peace!!!so dat b2st n b2uties cn hapi forever!!!
tis is nt juz a story
bt  true one
pls we muz peace them b2uties♥

cube concert teaser

   

            

[Eng Sub] United Cube Concert - Fantasy Land Ep. 1

      im FREEZE..ing   

                                                                   ♥

congratz to beast

they won again mubank today!!

b2st ever♥3♥

seobie♥

detecting...x ed

all dat i wan to sneeze out i had post at my tumblr
cn go n explore if u wan
...
...
btw still keep on in a guessing period
timing is exactly
cnt let me detect d real ans
awhhh
isit oni bcos"jiu shi zhe me qiao??"
or smthg different
or reali na me qiao
纳闷==
我要清醒
。。。。
。。。
。。
。

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brain......less

anywhr anytym anycase

muz hav sme argue

actually it wont happen if ppl reali cooperate

learn to control urself

talk if u suppose to

if nt ur bussiness pls shut up

crow oni talk non stop 

lyk hell

same thg

we r d same

no one is going to in charge of u

u never ever appreciate to wat ppl giv u

waste tym on u to do smtyg

u noe bt after 5 minutes u forgot

pls raise up ur attitude if u reali nid smone help

don oways contrary ppl dat been wastin tym on u

oways chip in whn ppl talking

disgusting u noe ur interrupt

bo lu eh su mai luan laa

go look ur sien face urself pls

thank you

i dono i dono i dono

wat dat ppl is thinking

so confuse

im so willing to noe

i don lyk everyday guess guess guess n guess

tired

pls

bt i hope my... is wrong

y tis world is so danger

y sme ppl dowan peace life

y they wan find problem n make it big

y our world cnt b peace

my world is almost peace

bt i wan my fren life full of peace too

#

important msg!!

....smone...
enough lo i tell u
call u like dat means like dat
i dowan influence in sound pollution
although ur voice is nt bad
bt pls respect ppl around u
suit u means suit u
cnt oso nonid paksa
"honest is a kind of virtue"
tis is d most important msg i wan to take to u
thank you!!!

ahh
cool down wif secret new song
ytd dinner food is yummy
d building n d room is quite old
bt d food 'mou dak deng'a
good


finally i found jia yi in fb
i owayz wan to contact wif her after ns
bt find no her
haahaa
finally she add me
get shock
1 years++ adi
yeah^^
n jolynn too
although in secondary sch we had many unhappy case
all is so nt simple
bt old days thg nonid count until so long one
being connect is a hapi thg
so hope to hav gathering wif her n pyong
bt everyday gt sch
hw cum??
btw is a good news
yeah^^


my room i think finish painting d
ltr go bec c


#

ohh is tonite hor..

silly silly silly
i juz noe dat d wedding dinner is tonite nt next week
hao cai nt too late
bt no tym to buy new cloth
so so nonid waste money
yeah^^


im trying tumblr nw
dono hw it goes
bt seems nt vr nan gao
there is more high class
naanaanaa


today skip hmwk again
i think is nt wat big problem laa huh


my upper hse is totally kelam kabut
until no place to slp
i wonder hw was it after fully painted
wif lily white colour all over d wall
outside wall is banana meat colour
d door is nutmeg colour
will it b nice or??
btw b4 dat i reali wan grey
bt nt i pay
so
nvm


dinner tonight
at a place dat din go b4
huu
i think i wont make up
lazy+sleepy


ltr wan watch yoseob part geh immortal song
although he din won tis tym
bt still lookin forward to it
i heard b2uty say d song to mum was so touch
trust it


finish watchin immortal song
alrite is kind of touch
although its nt lyk oh my school dat kind of funny
bt tis is so so meaningfull
althogh is juz 6 ppl lesser thn oms
bt different thg bring out different sense
i reali enjoy immortal song
yes
n i will keep on watch it
#

daily..

yeah
beast win again in mu bank
congratz

♥

secret new song starlight moonlight is kind of sweet

like it

♥

goodjob eli

u cn appreciate ur antifans

hw if ppl cn b same like u

peace then

♥

ytd pass a danger

xie xie shen ming bao you

lol

♥

i hav done 3 over 5 of my hm

still gt 2 fr tomolo

cing
♥

gong xi gong xi to my neighbour

he is geting maried next week

so i again nid to buy new cloth to dinner

i oways being lyk dat

last last minute smore wan new cloth

^^

wat??

nid my help oni find me

quite you xing ji lo u

1st i lazy 2nd u no heart

3rd i busy 4th u do urself

dats it

#

STOP!!

stop thinkin lousy thg yokei
dats impossible n although is possible
its a nightmare
noway noway noway!!

miss^^

i will miss them so much!!!!