让他去

有时
就算再苦
也要试着学习放手
多不舍得
也要放手
...
说真的
我很累。

vary me.

ruthless fact

.....

.....

....

...

..

O_O

being part of le family

i will try my vry best

to let everythg stay fine

even i don have enough ability

still

i will do dat

....

no mercy

b patient

....

tolerate

is owayz the best choice ever.

#staycalmstopwarsstaypeace

blessed.

"1000++ of sash!!
are u tying or they r tying??"

"th'em"

"oh shit !!'

sudden conversation by Pilipo n Kukana
in the HQ
c..how cute it was
ehee
.....
feeling im so blessed
these day really made my day
as i owayz wish to talk to her
let her teach us more
ytd...we had nice chatting
oh gosh
she comply my wishes
n i was so hapi about dat 
seriously
...
for me..she was a superb woman
i dare to say i like her vry much
a bussiness woman wif such cute attitude
cnt really imagine dat
but SHE WAS.
^^

oh yaa
today was her day
Boss big day
hapi b'day Ms.Chyn !!
thanks fr the appreciation
its juz a starting point
still
don like promises
bt will do my best to work wif her
ME & JY
get ready to b a part of FC family

.... drowning in warmth.

#appreciate

J♥E

THIS IS LOVE.

not just simply a word

but an OATH.

hee

#awesome

♥

on the ship.

y-o-l-o
climb up fr an little update
as t-o-d-a-y is the first ever intern in my life
is nt b-o-r-i-n-g is b-u-s-y
is b-u-s-y bt its quite f-u-n
dare to say its f-u-n since haven get scolded yet
hee
bt still long way to go kay
don get so complacent first dude
...
n err office is oways an office
no matter how little ppl in it
dats oways gossip..complain..rumor
juz get rid of those lousy tattle
n live our own life
its already listed in common sense
bt still get warned about dat
yes we got it
we rmb
...
t-a-r-g-e-t
work well wif l-i-o-n-p-e-t-e-r
n other staffie as well
wish us luck !!

#Y-O-L-O

drowning.

think wise

wat we owayz say

we mean it

bt did we ever do it

not really.

as thinking is owayz smtg horrible ever

thinking between right n wrong

should or shouldnt

yes or no

n so on

a matter dat really matter!!

got fool by ownself sometime

thinking back dats juz too much nonsense

ppl living ppl life

we shouldnt live fr others

shouldnt putting others in front of us

shouldnt being control such a deep

really shouldnt

we knew it

but we juz cnt stop being control

dats y i said

....

fool myself off !!

argh...

again

even the darkess night will end

n the sun will rise

AGAIN.

Precious Gollum.

Gollum: “What is it?”
Zachary: “My name is Gam Heong Chun”
Gollum: “Gam Heong? What is a Gam Heong precious?”
Zachary: “I’m a hobbit from the shire.”
Gollum: “Oh, we haven’t tried gam heong hobitses before. . .  Is it soft? Is it juicy?!”  
...
LOL
...
couldnt take it but laugh
ahhaahaa

original movie frm "THE HOBBIT"

u did an awesome job..my precious GOLLUM.

mushy pulpy.

shopping spree
woo whoa
i bet no one will weary it
rite
...
worrit + shopping = O_^.. damn!!
disburden + shopping = ^_^.. cool yo!!
...
who hurts more
my mum
the Ms. Jacklyn who oways love me
no one love me more than her
mummy..u spent too much on me
these n dat
thank you is nt juz thing should b said
love u is nt juz thing should b express
promise..is never my style
treat u like wat a daughter should
never hurt ur feeling
never give u chances to letdown on me
never ever hurt myself
as hurt me means hurt u
.....
i realize smtg
...
its a little bit weird to write this kind of post here
ahaa
still..
#ilymummy

..wif love

FC hurray!!

searching like hell
finally cn end up wif a fullstop
bt after three days
should start a new paragraph
brand new line
its sure b amazing ever
facing challenging stuff
meeting new people
trying things we never had done before
...
sure is cool 
anyway
we should have fun while working
wat i said to th'em today
i wan it to b comply
nt juz i said bt im nt doing this way
thanks to th'em once again
Peter n wifey's Susan
dat question really stumped us
i feel sucks whn dat question hits me
dumbie dumb !!

both of eu,

big big clap to my fren 

JK 

u did a great job girl

yaa as u say so hard work paid off

as i oways believe u cn if u want

: ) 

as i mentioned before

she is one of my inspiration

a part of my motivation

wat she told me since last last year

those special words still running in my mind

it means a lot

dats y she means a lot

n him 

oways my motivation since dono when

as my fren said my work had his style

little reflection of him

gosh should i b hapi about it

haahaa

anyway he was my very inspiration

both of th'em did influence me alot

cheer me up a lot

scold me whn i did wrongly

i trust th'em a lot

i love th'em a lot

without they noticing

thanks th'em fr being my side

whether past..now or then

don care where ..near or far

as long as i noe y'all r here.

words to thee.

====================================================

===============================

alrite

guys

since dat moment of ballot

we noe we gotta lean against each other

fr 4 months++ long

n dat time im pretty sure dat we cn

such a big assument i made

==

through tis 4 months

we argue we bust-up

huge discrepancy among us

even the oni calmie erupt at the end

thanks god we din fight

juz a madly flare up

even we had insane hard time

things still nid to go on

being the initiative one

made me look like a shrew

XD

almost time my instruct was valid

thank you fr respecting me

==========================

well

we discord bt we never stop working

u guys did a great job

========

the obsession one

i admire the way u uphold smtg

bt u never manage ur time well

this oways made me worrit

asking upon myself

did i pushing u too hard

bt u noe 

no one in world cn dominate u

the overmaster is oni u

good luck.

========

the tension one

ur tensity smtym r cute

smtym realli spanking

XD

bt u did a clean work fr us

u often reveal ur work to me

without my hurry

i appreciate dat

plus i owayz trust u fr dat

u muz oso trust urself. 

========

the sagacious one

our super wisor

thousand thanks fr assorting me

calm me down several of time

the oni calmie dat no longer calm anymore

==

u r dat smart

bt u r going to waste urself off

such a unworthy

hope there r miracle on u 

dude.

========

the pine one

i c through the tangible

the routine is already fixed there

yaa been a big big annoyance

but friend

the nasty r all over now

friends r friends

teammate r teammate

dat bonfire in heart

slowly snub out without clue

n dats the end of wars.

========

me myself

the shrew one

struggling in blues in te half way

u guys cheer me up

i noe i have way i have choice

n chances

dats wat team mate r fr

nt juz separate work n dats it 

the trouble we face we went through it

how much important one's attitude

may affect the whole situation

learnt frm dat

n move on my kick.

=======================

ahaa

4 months r damn long

bt now its totally over

clapping hands fr us

fr every group

we noe this aint all

in future thousand million dash waiting fr us

this time is juz a probe

through tis task

 we gained alot alot alot

thanks much

u guys r amazing

so

lets cheers fr it !!

◕ ‿‿ ◕

==============================================

then and now.

mayb we r realli dat kind of disaster

im confuse about wat we r now

we have our dark side as well as bad side

we ourselves wouldnt noe

but others will told us if they bother

........
........
........

even i had a hardtime

im gonna say

i did appreciate u

then n now

if u could give me a smile

i would like hapi till i cn smile in my dream

i noe im silly

n yes i admit im.

she

she
her
these few days
we feel the same
keep troubling by somethg
anywhr anytime
uncontrollable
its way of suffer
its sucks ever
we knew it
well
we r silly
we r kind of bastard
but we doesnt wan to b like dat
we could nt defeat the little devil
we r weak
but weak isnt a fault

sometimes u put a lot of effort on smtg
doesnt mean it comes out well
or i cn say don expect too much
i had mention quite much about expect
in my very previous post
yet i juz couldnt force myself frm expecting
n yes u cn point finger on me
say im stupid ever
smtym my brain is the lord
to my brain my heart is ntg
really a no one.

hey there.

Collegiate Baseball Jacket

Collegiate Fully Fashion Hoodie

Stripes Cotton Hooded Track Top

Logo Hoodie

Glam Var Jacket Wool

my FAV

my target

SWAG huh

nice one

Kimono Jersey

i dono y

i like this piece

ehee

once u r passionate to ur dreams

u cn dream wat u want

nt juz clothing

anythg

even a huge things

u r welcomed to

...

bt without passionate

stack ur pillow up

n start dreaming about it

dat will b juz a dream

FOREVER & EVER.

NO-GO.

she was a new fren of mine
we juz met 
never feel any strangeness
juz like an old fren
we share old folks stories
even trouble..n worries..
n..some personal thinking
she aint a guy
bt she had her vry own thought
dats wat i admire towards her
caring amusing crazy-potato
she had it all
bt wif a good intention
marvelous
she cn b a realli good fren
like someone else..
even shes younger than me
she cn talk like a big brother
really think im so no-go

I don want to b a NO-GO.
no one want i bet

26th NOV.

< THE FIRST COLLAGE >
oh gosh
call me how to wait
......

why.

err mayb

sure b there a someone hu

we love th'em yet we hate th'em

why
why
why

can there b no gap 

im so tired

sometimes

i would wanna stop all dat

n let it leave me alone.

wake up.

say bye to bears

Iife is too short to wakeup with regrets.

===============================

hold it lose.

tragedy happen
unfortunately 
they cum so abrupt
without hesitating
we did collapse after facing sad cases
we noe theres no point
so wat to do
avoid it if we still alive
never b too impulse
never judge juz by looking the cover
never tardy on thinking
think far think wise
but never think straight.

hold on tight to something
doesnt mean it forever urs
mayb a little let go
will last even longer.

bite for life.

where r us

we oways nid to keep trying

keep avoiding
...

u trust me
i b ur listener
...

monsters r everwhr

impossible to persuade everyone to b peace

im juz a no one

a peacey dot. in my lovely hutch
...

who cares monster bite monster
stay comfortable wif whr u r
monster will still b monster

i admit im one of th'em

sometime i bite bt i never swallow

unless im too hungry
plus i nid to survive
...
finding the peacest way fr my life

frm then till now

forever wat i willing to do
...

i aint any busybody
mayb myself is a topic too
....
unusual to side at anyone
all i want is i dowan
Peace,never ever dump me.

Equal.

statement above

no wrong

juz rules

ruin it all.

ehee
:]

image credited : ROss

:)

"Never let a bad situation bring out the worst in you.  Choose to stay positive and become the strong person that god created you to be."

last call.

no point fr u to juz stick on my lappie screen

i mean my dear stickies

my to-do list never change fr one week

ishh

n these week i was sleeping like a pig

reali blaming fr myself now

but i did have a long nice sleep

==

wt

so wondering y i couldnt hear my alarm

every midnite they don wake me up

n my mum keep blaming me lack of sleep

dats y cum late

or even never cum

gosh

does dat really matter

==

keep on countdown

mummy!!!

not much time left

but i was still hanging around

mess up

get stuck

.........

so what

find a way girl

never stop dat way

never doubt too much

go on

u r still alive

...

sunshine n city light

will guide me home

...

arghh

Greyson said:

"always give ourselves chances."
ehee!!

struggle.

very first of the month
Aha
all the crazy moment is over
wat a sad thing to say dat
i think is time to work on work
bad minded
when im work i feel so sleepy
brain was like floating
dono whr it goes
wanna take a rest so badly
keep persuading myself sleep is healthy
sleep is healthy
go ahead to bed
go
juz go
...
when im preparing to sleep
doubting:
whether is the rite thing to sleep
ahhhhh
plenty work still hanging
this life is such a contradict
...
we OFTEN NEVER follow our schedule
is none good thing at all
n we go regret afterall
does this require??

juz work.
don complain.
dats wat im doin now ==
stop beef n crab.
never blow off.
enjoy struggle life.
#i swear i try

FI&MO

don dare to say everything is fine now
but im quite in a good mood
at least she's no longer my bitch
i get to c through a lot of things
n remind myself how funny im
now i was like
flush it all and move on.

when everyone feeling the same thing
is kinda weird dat their feeling is wrong
yes mayb one's did show like its true
anyway i still pushing vry hard to
stopping myself frm thinking dat way
i think dat will b vry a wars
dats nt chio.

webcam toy

resting time

simply playing wif cam

gaagaa

try this site

◕ ‿‿ ◕webcam toy

they have simply awesome effects.

╭(╯ε╰)╮

|  不去在意，也是需要反覆的練習。|

...

before

both of us care too much

we keep arguing we pain we cry

now

both of us r juz good friend

we get calm we feel relax we r steady 

after all of these n dat

we were happy wif wat we r now

we learned frm it

we made ourselves more mature

we proved to ourselves

WE CAN

xiexie ni yx.

=============================

n i did believed no matter to who

I CAN.

is stupid whn u r juz the one hu pay off

in any kind of relationship

dats a baseline between us

bt seems like i have touched ur line

i will step back
i will

its the rules

shitty rules.

its harder than ever

but i will try

这种关系 很不寻常

我不过是个谁

何必那么犯贱。

嗯

朋友之间不言谢，遇见，就是幸福。
你说会过去的。嗯 都会过去的。

Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.

Haa.

actually EVIL is just LIVE spelled backwards.No wonder .

不是你的错。

没有什么是永远
也没有什么会很久
找个借口
谁都可以先走。

说真的
一个人对你变了
一是他厌恶了
二是他绝望了
变了就是变了
并不能假装没变

所以说
不要后知后觉
到发现的时候
根本都太迟了

老实说
她的冷漠
我很心痛
我明白为何她要这样做
不是她的错
换作是我
我也会这样做
一切都来不及了

想起那些时候
她真的很好
那些画面都不会再有
我知道我真的很后知后觉
可能也让她感到不安

我很爱她
我从不在她面前承认
我......
不想失去她。

blame.

never have blame others
never have blame anyone
never have blame ourselves
never have think about how to blame
never have tot about the words blame
never never have..
but
how could this ever happen
....
blame for changes
blame for improvement
blame sounds bad
but its a way to a changes fr better
so
LET"s BLAME it !!!

O_O

我們也容易忘記舊歌學新歌。

如果有一首旧歌永远刻骨铭心过任何的新歌
不需要理由 它就是你的心歌。

#isoctober

#myoctoberwish

 October > September

The happiest of people 

don't necessarily have 

the best of everything

 they just make the most 

of everything that 

comes along their way.

so..

Smile like you've never cried

fight like you've never lost

love like you've never been hurt

and live like you'll die tomorrow.

♥quotes.

Control Your " ANGER"

    Because

It Is Just One Letter Away From

   'D'ANGER.

Being nice to someone you dislike
doesn't mean you're fake.
It means you are mature enough 
to tolerate your dislike towards th'em.

Never reject anybody in your life
because good people give us happiness
& bad people give us experience
Both are essential in life.

Apologizing
does not always mean that
you're wrong and the other
person are right
It just means that you
value your relationship
more than your ego.

I don't fucking care if it's
1am 2am 3am or 4am
if you call and i care about you
I WILL answer.

About me??
I can be your best friend
or your worst enemy
choose Wisely.

失去才知道痛。

never ever

sometime

we trust hu we trust

we think we r rite enough

end up we r so wrong

i understand y she did dat

stand at her side

she juz want wat she wan

to make herself feel better

dats fine

mostly human r like dat

i understand don mean i applaud

bt stand at my side

its seems like betraying

nt to say betray

bt she used me as an excuse

to fullfill her desire

im being used

in the wrong way

n i bcum the bad one

i cn say i hate it

no more trustworthy

i noe taking ppl advantage

sometime is kinda forced to

bt now NOT AT ALL

she shouldnt do dat 

she is so scary

scarier than me

MONSTER!

R.I.P, Jang abeoji!

R.I.P
hyunseung's dad
their live stage r so down
even without HS
they r 6 in 1
they share their dad
along the song "on rainy day"
grief..
even im apart by a piece of screen
i feel the sorrow
b2uties are down too
but never stop cheering fr th'em
sing along wif th'em
B2uties r great as usual!!

b2uties noe dat
he has a vry special personality n behavior
he oways live in his own world
daze while having interview
have the coldest voice
...
bt whn he is warm he is extreamly warm
we love these side of him

i believe our peaceman will cheer up vry soon
come back wif his charming smiley face
bring back his superb attractive dancemove.
♥
#bestrongjanghyunseung #cheerupyopeaceman

biastard

im way being so bias
in everythg
no matter thgs or person
perhaps this is already a fact.
:)

so hard to tell u
....
get ur annoy away
how hurt will u b
...
bt how annoy u oways b
n how hilarious if u stop all dat!

一切尽在不言中。

SWAG

credited : bigbang official

Y SO SERIOUS !!!

GD is goin to SWAG die me

ARGHHHHHHHHHH !!!

LUJBLD

she's sucks

she's over stubborn

she's vexatious

...

she's soft-hearted

she's willing

she's owayz there

.....

we no longer guess right each others mind

i guess no right

her guess even lousier

....

we lose each other

even plenty chances given

no use

...

u sense me right bt u don understand

n u refuse to try understand

u r upset so m i

...

she make me way into speechless

wat i cn do

is oni remain silence.

she said let it just b like dat.

i replied let us just b like dat.

mature 20's

 910 is over
mature 20's
i should
i really should
act more mature
:O

wat made me down
:(
im waiting fr her wish
i knew she wouldnt
but i still hope fr sme reason
whn the clock tick 0001
.....
i don blame her
i don noe wats wrong wif us
i accepted the cruelness
#suckstroll

at the same time....

wat made me smile
:)
she intend to surprise me on 2359
ngam ngam hao her line super sucks
she fail to wish me on time
she explained to me in panic mayb
but i laugh at her
cute fren though
♥
(bt too bad.they r two different ppl)
btw...

thanks to those hu oways in time
thanks to those hu never forget
thanks to those hu place me in heart
thanks to those hu made me smile
thanks to those hu made their promise
thanks to those hu simply love me

♥♥

i love y'all !!!!

#imma...

i fail to cover my temper
my groupie mates c through me
im oways defeated by ma anger
i juz cant pretend dat i accept hers
still a long way to go
whnever they calm me down
i was like "IM SO DAMN FAKE".
#pretendlikenothing
=============================
.......
u have ur life
even if i nid u
i shouldnt keep on searching fr u
don really like disturbing ppl
if there wasnt anythg to tell
unless fr those special ones
u cn disturb me whenever u want
when i go insane
i reflect u to myself
is juz le same
juz im too blind
too stubborn
im too resist to the fact x5
.......
n yes
i will hardly try fr dat.
#idonblameyou
=============================
.......
everyone like to heard smtg nice
those words give us realized times up
have our mood back
ready n get our set to go
do anythg we want
hee
slap th'em off without giving face bcos they dont too
#happyslappingface
#younglifeshouldhavefun

listen.

----Naien Wang----

#SIMPLYAWESOME

im so so so into his voice

how cum it cn b like tis

is juz too perfect fr me

i cn yell everytime i listen him sing

even im juz repeating le two songs

==================================

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own, my own

==================================

i knew he will b back soon

i bet.

╭(╯ε╰)╮

矛盾。

...........
once i've used to it
i cnt draw myself out 
not dat little easy to me
not everythg but sme of dat
take it easy is juz too easy to say.

i keep remind myself wat u've said
im trying my best though
to not b wat i've oways b
i think im more better now
juz nt dat enough 
im nt satisfy yet
lol.

someone asked me about dat
i answered it as i do
but its so 矛盾
very very 矛盾
i guess..i should..
juz leave it like dat.

care too much...
sucks.
better dont care??
no way!!
depends.

♥

katy perry part of me

really a inspiring movie
even if im nt her big fans
i still get touched by her attitude
till now dat scene still around my mind...
..

   she smile to get ready on stage  

  who noes she had a hard feeling inside  

..

dat needs a alot alot of courage
n she had it
no doubt
dat moment i love her

thanks my bro katycat XD
if nt i never plan to watch it
now its really great though.


＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝

the little moment
y'all give me
lots n lots of thanks
ish..i often thanks ppl through ma blog
dono
when i feel thankful..
i immediately wan to have a thank you speech on u
when i feel wrong..
i immediately apologize no matter wat n whr
dats me i tot
my behavior
n throughout some lesson
i gone a better me day by day
i love those LECTURE seriously.
arghhh


＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝

back to the above topic

dat guy yangyoseob

i love him

yobeos love him

nt oni his cuteness

part of him...

the days before he debut

the barriers he overcomed

how he walk frm then to now

yobeos get inspired

shoutout YO- BEE-OH!!!

beast hu named as "recycle group" by others

oways want to improve even had success

never give up is nt enough

oways a belief

n i learnt frm it.