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HEART DIED.

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no matter wat.

the day he absent away

im abit abnormal

my fren don let me emo

i appreciate their care

i noe emo is nt a gud idea

bt i oways emo whn im alone

its uncontrolable

i noe i cnt continue being like tis

i wan a normal peace life as before

if i choose to forget him

i muz hate him

nt juz oni him

during my past im oso like dat

its work

i cn put down them in my heart

bt i reali dowan to hate him

wif no reason

he din did bad to me

bt i muz force myself to hate him

dats d oni way to forget him

bt is a goodbye after dat

i wont talk to him anymore

we r no more fren

i dowan x100

bt mayb he don care oso

i noe my way is kinda ridiculous

bt honestly im a weird gal

n vry emotional

hate it

i don like my way bt i nid to

to my frens dat care me n i care

i will make my decision asap

d answer n d choice

every choice wil b hurting

bt is time to have an ending

idk its yes or no

even im nt yet ready to listen

i muz oso find it out tonite

no matter wat.

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busy bee.

kyaaa
today is such a busy bee day
done the little workshop
deep deep breathe
its a fun project bt d time is so limited
yet is quite tired
plus hungry until stomach "jip hong"
plus uhu stick everyday make her face
ohh i hate it seriously
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n of course fun fun my fav class
learnt gif. today
wat i been whoa fr so long
bt i dono hw to make it
n today i learnt
nt yet satisfy
i want more
O.o
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mood updated
we r too far
far until i almost cnt c him anymore
even his backview
so blur
our distance are so far until
i c through some thing
im oni wasting time
he mayb
nt worth to wait fr
bt im still here keep waiting
waiting fr wat i oso dono
confuse
i cnt make a final decision
to me
he is nt dat important
yet i care so much
i dowan him in my class
i dowan dream him anymore
b friend i oso dowan
nowan talk to me then nonid
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but how could it b
such easy
its harder than wat i imagine
face SMILE
heart BROKEN
nowan tell anyone
i moodless i take it myself
but nt my friends
they r nt born to listen my blame
but they can make me go happy
=D
lalala
plus someone call me to care her more
LOL
sure.

dream.dot

kyaa
today is a good day
i like wed's class
i didnt noe dat interactive design
is actually web design
i juz noe n i so like it
well i oways wondering why how why
whn im creating my blog
n since secondary sch
we r in love wif friendster
n i keep on change my profile look
click here click there
i spent whole day to juz want to insert a small thg
bcos i saw wow gadget in ppl profile
but y others cn do it bt i cnt
n then i give up
after a few years exploration
i noe muz put wat then wat
open then close n wat wat wat
but i dono y
n i don even ask d pro one y
n today i knew oredy
nt all bt some
much more why n how
yeah
tis make me into happy mood
fr quite a while
plus social n cultural studies
tis class is fun too
its nt much draw draw sketch sketch
its wide wide fun
as i hope i cn process it wif zero stress
^
^
^
SUDDEN minded
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hmm
no regret to say after i have said
no return to say after i have gave
he absent today n i cnt c him
hopefully i still rmb his face
XD
actually im waiting him cum
before i noe he would'nt cum
so silly so so silly
i still worrying whr he sit whn he cum
embarrased**
well i oways worry fr d unimportant thg
dat happen to those ppl i care
n very RIP to his relative who pass away
don b sad as im oways here
don b sad bcos i will oso b sad
d problem is im nt reali good
in turning ppl to bcum hapi
i forgive ur little rudeness to me
n i wanna c u hapi
just like wat i imagine
n i dreamt last nite
dot.
nite dream is like wonderland
its blur bt so realistic
quickly recall back whn u wake up
bcos it cum fast go even faster

dowanna hate eu.

new sem

new beginning

keep repeat these sentences

hmm sure muz enjoy it

im trying my best to stay hapi

yes i look hapi

n im reali hapi

no jokes

i noe wat i reali want

i like means i like

i hate if i don like

unlike ppl dat make me moodless

i wont stay in bad mood

its nothg impossible

whn we have way to choose

kyaa

bang

^^

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im okay.

first of all

result out ta

yaa is better than wat i imagine

bcos i worried i got a refer

thanks eveyone im nt

i cn say it was like miracle

still d result is nt any good news

bt a good lesson

knowing wat im weak fr

knowing wat im doin so far

= =

so

don drop don stay

bt climb higher

its all depends we want or dowan

nt we can or cannot

no excuse pls karen

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arghh few day past since my last posting

yeah i feel much much better nw

^^

since dat day today is my first day

stay at home

past 3 days i spent it wif bestie n family

bcos i dowan to stay at home

i will think blindly

between these day i share my problem wif them

sorry fr listening it if u don reali wan to

bt u all did cure me much much

thank you

got to tell im so okay to b alone today

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talk about my gua tempurung trip days ago

hmm its kinda syiok

beside syiok is still syiok

i cnt imagine selfishness inside

without teamwork d ending is reali cry cry

its super duper dangerous as we choose

the most challenging wan

no jokes

juz believe ourselves

luckily d num of guys r quite enough

guys have better strength

to help the girls

ex's ns ppl muz b kuat wan

me n sin r the two

i cn c we r kuater among girls laa

n im so admire to our 'idol'

who determined most dangerous experience

bt he did his best to alive

whoa reali a big clap to him my friend

n some sweet sweet memory

dat i have used to crazy about it

sorry bt i still wan to b

left it fr me to daydream laa

haahaa

in

out

van

nt all bt least

= =

nice weather nice ppl nice memory
good leader good ranger good timing
great experience great soul great day
n smethg 'wat to do to fill time meaningful?'
dats smethg interesting--TRUE OR DARE
hee don care who whr why
its just a game fr fun
teh iao kin ENJOY it
anyway wil go again if can
whee.

-b a c k a g a i n-

yes im back again

few hours since juz nw

special thanks to my fren

who give me advice n nice quote

who accompany my day noon

who help me wif cute idea

who support me

yes its help

every answerless question

d answer is d same

either tis or dat

idk whether is which wan

share out thgs cnt take back anymore

wat to do

always take it as an experience

its help us to grow n step into mature

a powerful quote frm jk

imagination is always beautiful

hopefully i din dream it too over

din make much effort into it

so i don get a heart attack

ur imagination is wat u believe

i dowan change fr others

n nonid others change fr me

i like who im

n i like who he is too

LIKE is nt all

fr now idk wat i care few hours ago

its a past tense

wat fr to refer back n hurt again

fr my good my daddy mummy good

my frens good n his own good

i already have my way to plan

its a bit fast which i changed my mind

bt some sentences

let me c everythg

i'll let myself some time to put it down

let us b wat we were b4

nt close bt happy enough

wat i want is oni like dat

im nt a greedy player

i noe greedy will lost everythg

including ourselves

so promise is a promise

wat is important than happy

nt to say i end my likeness to him

bt like is nt hoping to b together

is a sort of energy to stay happy in life

^^

-c h i n e s e e m o-

我就是害怕失去

所以不敢拥有

我怕关系弄更糟

所以一直保持沉默

但是沉默可以维持多久

到忍无可忍的时候

暗示已经没有用了

一直拖总是很累

我嘴巴说我不需要答案

其实我真的很想懂

我不想做无谓的猜测

我喜欢得很累

让他知道了

什么回应都没有

我得不到最真的答案

我已经崩溃了

之前写说不再提起他

这怎么可能

虽然他坏透了

我应该生气他

对我的时好时坏

心情翻覆着

开心又不是伤心又不是

讲真的我气不下你

还拼命为你找借口

回想起来

我哭是笨了点

但是没有办法的啦

我就怕

说了等于没说

我也怕

他懂也装不懂

我更怕

他根本就什么都不懂

那我现在是在做什么啊

胆小 一向都不是我

以前的潇洒也是伤造成的

现在的伤我也应该潇洒一点

想清楚要坚持还是放弃

两样都难 很难选

我不知道他值得不值得

我要清楚自己值得不值得

为他而等呢

how long i still cn take?

teach me
i tot im a brave girl
(not dat kpop group)
i like to go adventure
try new things
start conversation wif stranger
do siasui thgs whn smone accompany me
say out my heartfelt to smone
NOW
juz 3 words i like you
i cnt even tell
y i have d courageous last time
isit bcos i have helping mouth
d fact is i don have any confident
i fear to lose everythg
i don dare i don dare i don dare
will it b too late if i don tell now
will he run away if i tell
i mean escape
fr my opinion
i think he will afraid of me
dono how to handle me
n mayb dowan talk to me anymore
ohh gosh tis is juz wat i imagine
it wil b very very hurt
n wat i reali hope nt to b any any true
is nt a good idea to keep on delay it
like wat dodo blog
主动久了会很累
在乎久了会崩溃
d second sentence
bt nt yet 主动
im nt going to 崩溃
=.=
arghh

#7AraStayTogether

I have been really wondering

I have been wondering of everything

Why can’t I sleep,

when I saw your face

I’m wondering too
This heart is wondering
When I see only you,
a smile will come up first

Friends are gathering
When you talk
Why am I excited
that I want to hear more of it

When I’m only with you
I am a different person
This is not like one of those
Awkward jokes

Truthfully, to me, this feeling is strange
As if there’s a cloud in my stomach when you’re here

So, that’s how it shall be
Me and you it shall be
When our hearts are together
That is when it starts

I really really like you
I love you that I’m going mad
I want to say the same thing
I hope you don’t mind,
let’s just wait a little longer

I really really like you too
In truth, my heart got a little bit attached
I’ll wait a little longer
(Can you wait a little bit longer)
I’ll be there (Will you be here)
Our heart is already together

What is good for me
I’ve been wondering why
Since when do my heart lives for you

I’ve been wondering too (yeah~)
Been wondering about your heart (yeah~)
That it’s not hate but a likeness?

All those pretty women (no~)
There are a lot of them (no~)
I am really the one who’s invisible to you

Cool guys (who?)
There’s a lot by your side (where?)
But how can you come to me Girl~

Truthfully, to me, this keeps us imagining (imagine)
This feeling, is somewhat suspicious

Under the same sky (Under the same sky)
We’re thinking of the same thing and
We can say the same thing now it seems

I really really like you
I love you that I’m going mad
I want to say the same thing
I hope you don’t mind,
let’s just wait a little longer

I really really like you too
In truth, my heart got a little bit attached
I’ll wait a little longer
(Can you wait a little bit longer)
I’ll be there (Will you be here)
Our heart is already together

Who do you like the most?
Me, more?

No matter what, that is not important
When I reach out for your hand,
if those hands wants to play with yours
I will never let you go forever

I really really do like you
In fact, I am already in love with you
We can say the same thing
Why am I
Trembling like this, keep hesitating for it

No, you you I love you
Now, I’ll tell you all with my heart
Will you believe in me (I’ll believe in you)
This is love (We are in love)
Side by side
Let’s walk together, both of us

LOVE DAY by yoseob & eunji ^^

-a w e s o m e s o n g-

ps:how good if this really happen one day

dreaming...O.o

MIND UR MINE

kyaaa
its holiday again
♥
do watever holiday again
money spending holiday again
=.=
(actually sch ing nid more money O.o)
.......
so let me talk about my
(familiar lyric O.o)
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ACADEMY
end of sem 4
time flies reali fast
n im still play play in my academy
i cnt say i regret
i noe im nt doing my best
i oways limit my low level
i pissed off my laziness
i should put more effort inside
as we should noe we r nt always lucky
is much more challenge in next sem
n I SHOULD HAVE FULLY PREPARED
not bcos others
is fr OURSELVES AS OWAYS
and parents 
♥
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okay punish me if i juz saying nt working
=.= LOL

FRIENDSHIP
thanks god i found besties these day
a group of bestie dat make my day
fr me
smtime i like to b alone
smtime i like to b in group
i oways thanks to those 
who light up my day
make funny expression to me
duo chatting
honestly tell me their real feeling
argue wif me bt ltr cum fren bec wif me
n more
............
even u let me silly smile 1sec
i would like to thanks u too
n my kindergarden friends
most touch ing friendship 
♥

RELATIONSHIP
hehe single dingle
♥
erm
i noe it wouldnt work
so i din do anythg yet
n im nt going to do anythg
its quite hurt whn u miss smeone
n u noe dat he is nt missing u
ppl say go ahead n try
thank you bt i noe its nt worth to try
we r already nt close
i dowan us bcum even far
so im nt going to trouble tis anymore
u live ur life i leave ur life
end of u in my blog
n i appreciate wat u give me so far
^^

FAMILY
my mum's mother
my fav nanny
is going to old folks home soon
a cruel truth
she muz feel so bad
every oldie feel the same
hey,lovely popo
ur grandaughter-me
will ALWAYS go visit u
i noe u miss me so much
=.=
im nt juz plain saying
hw u treat me i knew it
wat i cn do is juz like dat
sorry to my best nanny
i do love u
same as my yeye
♥


MOOD
holiday mood
make my time meaningful
update my hygeine
hang out gathering
settle all usual & unusual thing
ARRANGE MY MIND
n make good use of TIME
which never ever wait fr ppl.
♥


END

miss♥

come up update abit
actually nt much to say
everythg move on slowly
bt ntg slower than dat thing
patience wor
i was a girl dat lack of patience
bt i still have to wait
im blur now
smtg make me happy today
bt after smile is still the same
d timing is seriously wrong
i muz put full concentration on hmework
bt after hand up all d hmework
its holiday
mayb i will arrange my mood
mayb i will change my mind
bt everythg wil b juz d same
even i dowan it to b d same anymore
bt everytime
it still the same the same the same
arhhh terrible!!!!