Guess a colour.

There's oways some special person in our mind. They are not the best. But they do mean alot to us. -HER- She might not b my best partner in life. We doesnt hang out like wat girls usually do. We never get too close even is in public. We never chat like everyday. We seems like soo far apart. Well. A great listener. A well manner adviser. A good friend. #Flashback Few years ago. I hated her for some reason. Thats hate was like turning my attitude 180oc towards her. Thats really reflected how silly i was last time. After some time we getting back closer n closer. But to her #isneverlikebefore She still has some unrubable scars. She told me honestly when i asked her. We bring up this topic during some "honesty project". The understandable me. Said: is okayy. just go through this slowly. Its weird yesh it was. But i said it mean i mean it. That hate made me notice how muchh she influence me. Grateful little world. Definitely miss her in the future. 

: )

Hi and Bye.

Wo men da jia. Still a long journey to go. Whenever a silly thought came upon my mind. i was like "damn u go away" i still have my life to move on. I am a person that being distracted easily. In some way. Fmi. i goes through alot of mixed feeling. n i oways made it hard to myself. n now is time to graduate. After that we have our very own future to plan off. to build on. n to move on. Looking back to the mixed feeling that are #sonotabigdeal. i just can use the word "silly" to describe myself. It just WAS.

Life changed. we don have the same person to rely on. we don have dat particular person to hearken upon. it was oways a starting point for everythg. Like we first come to college. We never noe who will being our side till the last. We never noe we will being so close like now. We never noe dat so muchh happening that enough to create awesome memory between us. Like now.

Hi and Bye. Its not easy to express th'em. Hi oways end wif Bye. Bye will oways start again wif a Hi. Lol. random sentence. So owe beat huh!!

: ) 

Turn it around.

Too muchh thought. Too muchh presumptuous. This is so not wat i usually m. Whr is the happy-go-lucky girl been. She had disappeared like years. N i really wanna find her back. But whr to. Hmphh. Girls. Not every girls r like dat. Am i one of the mainstream one. Haahaa. i think so. Too bad i already admit it. This remind me of my past. We should not oways refer back to the past. Should not. But i just knew how i was when i grown up till now. I never used to care anyone so hard like now. Family, friends and even loved one. I noe dat its probably hurt once i over care about it. So i never ever want myself to get hurt. So no matter how muchh i care that person. To the sky to the ground. (ignore my strained eng translate) I will still leave a space between us. I never want to put myself so deep in any relationship. Dats y im oways the person who recover very fast after times of hurts. And betrays. Mostly friendship stuff. And friends oways "praise" me for being suchh a restrain and casual. Hee. But all these end now for sure. Im not wat im before. I have muchh more arguements wif my family now. Like oways. What made me feel better is i dont have dat muchh friendship's problem compare to before. Of course sometimes one another will just have different point of view on smtg. Then.. Fight in silence. Grrr. Just let it b. As i dont have any romance problem. So i probably nonid to undergo any lovesick by now. Hee. But those cares r already enough to kill. Thought. Ppl have more thought n get muchh more worry n irritate when we grew up. Well-said. But can we just turn it around..... isit possible....

: )

: )

Talk: RSVP.

Sudden inspired. Ding** Light Bulb on. Here's the super familiar words we always seen. RSVP. which stand for Request for Responses. It comes in a polite way. Asking ppl to give an answer. Whether attending or not attending over some event. Response aint a hard thing. Its just needed a "click" by now. So y do we ignore that. You can c those organizer screaming

" Y u still not yet RSVP !! Arghh !! "

or gasping the breath..

" Please RSVP.. guys !! "

Poor event planners out there. Not purposely making fun of th'em. But make it like a 'dont take it so serious way'. Haahaa. Just getting some feedback from those who doesnt response when the planner had already rushing th'em for the final answer. Some reason is the location or time haven 100% confirm yet. So it may have some inconvenience for th'em to made decision. Dats right aint wrong. Some r like worrying they might have other plan on that particular day. So they just hold on the rsvp. Okayy but sometime hold for weeks or months. Over!! Not to mention about the hugely plan occasion. But the little gathering or outing invitations. Which hosted by your nearby friend. We should rsvp asap when ppl already show dat they need ur answer. They need for counting head. Some just feeling not so right to go or have too muchh thinking in their mind (their personal thought). So they just never wan to bother about the invite. Like wanna ppl to just ignore th'em. Hardcore. You will never know until u were once a event planner. A communication between the host and the guest. The host is oso one of the guest. Everyone the same. Just the host tribute more for the event. Y dont we make one to make it well organize. N do support psyche of rsvp. rite. ppl. Let's RSVP vigourly!! Because events r fun. Being invite r glee : )

#sayingpeace #movingon

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Kei le Peacey Dot.

Review: Shadow.

Uhh uhh. Beast boy r back. Like ever. Really amaze by the song when i first heard. Then follow by the music video dat r so in the dark concept. Always loving their concept. As they tried a few different different concept before. And this one!! Is just Awesome. No way for pointing thumbs down. The song dat they composed themselves.. Yoseob's warming heart voiceee.. their outfit their fashion sense.. their dance movement dat immediately grab my heart.. their live show when it was mr.removed.. Everything. Flawless laaaaa.  Mayb those criticize comments r like Weird. Too much...but Who's care. B2sties n B2uties just simply lovee it. Hoping th'em will have fun throughout the whole promotion n b on top of those music shows n album charts as well. Teehee. B2st Rocks!!

Because i'm Shadow shadow shadow..... : )

#laalaa

Eheyy. a thank you speech again. N some bullshit : )

Its normal to b comfortable wif someone that we think we r comfortable wif. #such a nonsense. By right human r sometime soo sensitive n somehow would try to avoid unnecessary if we could. Just feel grateful wif those around me dat made me feel can rely for. But of course im nt dat kind of sticky stuff dat wanna stick on to somebody like all day long : ) Just being wif those besties really can calm me down. Totally relax. Thanks much : ) 

The besties. The guy dat keep #argue for life wif me n teached me plenty of lessons : ) The girl dat no one can read her mind but an admirable positive person : ) The girl dat oways haggle wif me bt actually she do love me more than i do : ) The girl that appreciate the little things i done for her n she wrote it shyly on her blog : ) The girl that r oways good but too bad she slowly get influenced by the overact people.

Being honest. Towards somebody. I just feeling not right about it n is totally disgusting. Anyway i shouldnt have call ppl to shut up. She can speak watever how high volume she want. Its human rights n freedom. The oni way is i stay far. Congratz for distracting me : ) 

Girls being girls. Girls like gossiping is nt wrong. But wont u think being too obvious r too much. Please dont straight belittle ppl like watever they did you must have somethg to say about. Or criticize th'em like no point. Just as u like. Overact. Everything looked into my eyes. For th'em who being gossiped. They r so cherry. Cherriest ppl in the world!!

Nothing i can do about it. Just wanna say it out. Saying Peace guys!! : )

Little things.

Okayy. I noe i should b clicking my mouse over the software n start to do it.  But this moment i just feel like wanna blog. Or self talking.

Little happy story recently.

As u can see. Almost everyone r in the minion freak. So do i. Lets get back to those childhood times. Buying happy meal just because we want the toy. Haa. Playing th'em or just seeing th'em plain smiling there just made me smile. Plan to get one bt he is wayy too lonely. So i promise Dave i will buy 4 more friends to play wif him. Look damn silly here. Hehe. But toys r human friends. 3/5 to go. Minion makes ppl happy. So do you : )

Hee. When a classmate that doesnt talk to you like months after an argument come to you n ask how ur progress on work. Yepp. Me n she was like so friend before we got group tgt. We oways crap over silly things. Go her home like a boss. We did have some quarrel when we get in a group for a project. And we never ever talk again after the day of presentation. I doesnt hate her i admit. I've try to talk to her many times. But things never go backwards. Mayb she still hate me or wat idk. But now. Things got better. Im really surprise when she first walk to me. Teehee. 

Works n works overload. Sometimes we r being too great mood in work. Just sometime. N dat sometime never come too frequent. Then we prepared to sacrifice smtg. And i just missed the VSP which held just one n only day in town. Plan to go. Damn awaiting to go. but dat day im just too focus until i don really wanna eat or get my self up from my chair. Sooo sticky. So end up i didnt go. But happy because i done wat i planned to. Anyway its Imbang!!

And Ahhhhh. I saw Ron Ng right in front of my eyes. And listen his live version of my fav song of him. I'm a Happy little fangirl : ) Hired him as my cafe's Head of Staff . #justsaying

Plenty of work undone. Like wat lecturer said. My obstacles. No time for overthinking. i think those works let me get over it hmhmm. And i know his work r wayy more n more than me. Worry him for being so muchh stress. Pretty sure he cn get through this. Tough guy. I know he cn handle it well. Just hope dat we cn moving on tgt : )

All these Little things means alot to me. They maybe little. But when its combine. Its a big big happiness.

Little Dave saying Hi to you
: )

闭关。

今日事今日毕
有时真的很像今日闭
但是时间不等人
还是闭关斩将好了。

: )

Noo.

sleepy

nooooo

days passed like minutes

wise up

move on

: )

Lost.

Just get fooled off !! Its nt who i really m. This is creepy. This is digusting. This is so not me. Can i just press a button n stop dat. I never wanna b like dat. Its weird. Never a troublesome wanna b. So please. Stop.

#neverlosewhoyouare

很好

浪费时间来想那些有的没的
不如好好利用时间来做该做的。

#QOTD

Life is just a matter of perspective.
What you see depends on where you are seeing it from.

Never simply judge.
Never fear.
You never know
until u look THROUGH it.

: )

T-hee

Back to Work with a peaceful mind. 

: )

XD

years passed.

define MATURE

Ahaahaa!!

JBY

Its just too much. I can't concentrate. Isit a challenge fr me. To break down all these. I had enough!! Lets get back those calmful time. Im Tired. WIYP??

yeshh.

Life is fun these days. Even its miserable somehow. I'd always want myself to look at the bright side. We oways cant fullfill ourself wif wat we want. But at least do something dat we think its worth of. And err. Being around with th'em really made my day. No matter how rich r u. U cant buy all dat warm feeling. There r alot of awesome ppl there. Even its strangers. bad guys looking ppl. U will notice th'em someday. They look bad but they r kinda good. I appreciate it. Beside dat. I'd have some planning wif wat to work out wif. And i'd surely enjoy it. Much love. Ehee.

: ) 

No.

I just cn say dat. We live a bitchy human lifestyle. We oways want things to b perfect. To b like wat we wish to b. But the truth is not like dat. Not wat we want it n dat will b it. There will b no perfection. Just as u wish. 

: )

Me. I've tried many times. Not to persist of this anymore. Not anymore. But everytime when im about to quit. I get gripped back again. And the thing just keep on repeating. Keep repeating. Like there's no ending. 

I noe this is just too cumbersome. Even ppl will think dat im the stupiest thing in the world. Maybe. I knew how sucks it was. Since a long time ago. But then i keep letting myself drown into it. Until im totally sink. I see no more me. 

And now. I decided to quit. No selfish. Stop assuming. No more expectation. No more persist. A throughout one. A normal life showing Peace. Chill to myself. Chill to everyone. How things goes. It oways depends on wat we think. How we think. Mind it up. Things will gonna get better.

: )

F

Just forgive and forget that
i noe i cn do it !!
: )

dreamates.

Us

the girls and boys that catch dreams tgt

we met we crap.

missing two mates

anyway have lots of fun
saying peace

： ）

Lalala.

These days. Wat a life. I made three mistakes in a row. N it happen just in one day. If it just smtg to do wif myself. I will made myself a severe review. But if it affect others. I really feeling such a guilty. I'm like a fool. Crazy.  I hate these days. Giddy. Uneasy. Awkward. Careless. Worry. Insane.  Can i just lock myself up fr days. I don't look dat stress. Just thinking dat im getting fast old. Weaker n weaker. A long time not saying such an emotional words. And start noticing how rude i cn b when im in urgent. I think i really nid an emergency break. Im back to insane. Evil mind never come back.


Not always estimating your status in others’ hearts. You will lose yourself when you live in other’s look. Do the best and walk on your own way.
- Best Quote of the day -

: )

ohh.

That Awkward Ness come back again.
Its been a while huh.

: )

Erm...

we needed it everyday.

ahhhhh !!

so juicey !!

Answer it.

-Q & A-

  WHAT WE NEED TO DO EVERYDAY??

AND IT IS COMPULSORY..

squeezing brain juice

like EVERYDAY.

: )

GXS

true

...

inspired by JK's reference book

: )

Rue.

these days

im bringing myself to outland

rue no cure

lets get back to work

: )

so let's..

part of TOSH ROCK quote.

#justacting

XD

inspiring cafe's.

Hey y'all. Since i never ever posted any about my favor cafe. This time im gonna made a short post since im doin my fyp. I think dats link ==. Just sneak out little time fr this one. And share some cafes dat r worth to chill it out. To me they r just unique !!


---- PIKNIK CAFE ----

Of course. I think it cn b labeled as top 3 of Penang most unique cafe. Hahak. Dont u think so. A place dat r simply nice to investigate out. To chill. Its so colorful bt wont b too much. Dats just awesome. And le wall wording made le whole thing looks great. The food r enough tasty and its nt too expensive. Even outsider come Penang just for PIKNIK time. U can noe how awesome it was by looking its always crowded. Like ever.
: )


---- HUEY & WAH CAFE----

Noe ing frm my fren JK. Yaa. A fine place to work on. Bt better nt. Due to the space is quite mini. We r quite embarrased to have occupy ppl place fr like hours. So we did asked fr permission first. Hehe. Only 3 tables available inside the cafe. But its worth to feel le environment. And get a chance to interview le owner of le cafe. They do have unique mind to sort out their very own cafe. Just as they wish. Not just le homemade marshmellow. Even the space is small. But every little thing inside u cn c le effort they put into. Its never similar like others.
: )

---- THE TWELVE CUP ----

Which served best mille crepe in town. To me laa. Hee. Its very wide n eyes gladed. Those clean designs were a perfect foil wif le mille crepe. Plus le location is just fitting rite wif the cafe. Which enhance it to like even higher classes. By trying few flavour of le crepes. I rmb every one of it taste niceee. Very nice. Very good try. Very pleasant.

: )

I'll stop here first. Eventhough there r still lots of cafes n restaurants dats r best best best and best. But the above three which inspired me in my project. So just a little sharing. Just like this one. Which i favoured the most. But too bad it was nt available here.

: )

---- CIELITO QUERIDO CAFE ----

Still. I love Penang !!

STEADY laa.

Truly inspired by le movie "Ah Boy to Men I' n following by "Ah Boy to Men II". A muz watch movie which literally Recruits true biography. Jack Neo oways had speak up someone point of view through his production. The main plot revolves around a group of army recruits in National Service in Singapore. which somehow remind me of my little recruit life. which was simply daebak : )

Le cast which r interesting enough. bring up le whole movie too. Le guy Ken Chow who quote down "Because life is so much better when you're not wearing any pants" -Joshua Tan. Le skinny boy who bring up funny camwhoring video in youtube -Noah Yap. le street-smart witty recruits. real person behind Lobang -Wang Wei Liang. n le wayang behavior nerd stereotype boy of Aloysius Jin -Maxi Lim. Muthu -Aizuddin Nasser n le Ismail -Ridhwan Azman. never ever forget his briskly reaction.XD .Of course of course. Tosh Zhang rockz. A Swag guy who was my highlight. He is just so platoon leader style lak. So do him in his camwhoredeo : )

Lets talk. le storyline tell truth. We oways want to b better. We oways want to b friendly. Stand up in le crowd is nt a fault. I have owayz tot dat le ppl who oways b le first in class will b close out by others. I never b le top before so idk how it feel. bt seeing th'em being excluded. b a topic in group of ppl. talking bad of he or she. i feel bad. i noe this world is brutal. but don u think leave th'em alone will b better. they did no wrong. they just want to b better. using their own way. tried their very best. at least they did it. show th'em u cn before chatter th'em down. of course. not all tops get this before. bt wat i saw i just think its unnecessary.

Well. When ppl purposely harm us we sure fight back rite. i usually think dat how ppl treat me i treat back th'em le same. if ppl offend me. i pay back le same. or even double. but don i think keep paying back double triple fourple until thousand. its cant even solve problem. but to aggravate dat pblem. if ppl did bad to us. Don't do anything. if ppl talk bad about us. Don't do anything. Before this movie i doesnt even think about le aftermath. Or i will think dat if everyone don't do anything. This world dont have epic story to tell. But nooo. not like dat. Im oways fighting fr peace. insert peace word in my name. but i never seen through le actual way to reach it. mayb my evil personality affected me. but i noe i cn do it. i had set my mind on. i will keep it up.

I dono it cn b so inspired after i watch le part II. n i've seen through lots. i noe myself might b changing my mind all le time. hopefully this time wont. wat so sure. im goin 21 n i should nt b so childish minded anymore. Not #justsaying here. i'll #proveittome. : ) Btw this is really a great movie. Should have grab a look then. its Steady laa : )

As i said- ESSAY.

Hi. le Kei im back. wanna blog about my just-past trip. juz incase i will b busy then. everyone will. or i lost my memory. Haa. Just to avoid all these . n u noe. school life is nearing. no feeling about it. but its le last sem. should b full of fun. haa. so Now its time to crap. hahak. i will try to synopsis it as short as i could. i noe this is just so challenging to me. Hee. : )

Heading to BBK. Start my journey wif le 22 hours life in train. Its soo excited at le beginning. Its soo fun at le mid. but its so doubting at le middle end. doubting when oni cn reached. Still nid how long TT. Just can wait. ntg to do ntg to c n ntg to eat. XD. But overall i've tried before. its nt as bad as others have imagine. u wouldnt noe if u never try rite. just a famous saying. Of course. first thing to do after arrive hotel is go to bath. BATHING SPREE. Overnight wif sweat n dust. Its time to wash-up. N ready to hang around. Yeah. Finally!! Dat strong Excitement. : )

Our very first spot. MALLS. looking around n shop. Siam Paragon- le high class building wif awesome interior. Siam square- crowded area wif many stalls bt almost same stuff. N found le Siam Vintage dat i so damn wanted to go. : ) Asking n observing. Le passer-byer r kinda friendly. Not much shop there as i expected after my researches. bt i still feeling happy about it. I dono y. Hee. Never b too impulse i told myself. since its just le first day try nt to spend too much. : ) Headed to Asiatique at night. Ehee. loving there. Just our time is too packed. n le superior Asiatique is soo huge. But we knew we never oni have one chance rite. Will headed there again next time. : )

Second day. had a Tight sleep. Flood wif market mood. Chatuchak market. Y u so big. Its super duper hot n im sweating like i just jumped into le pool. Scanning section by section. I get fretful when i found myself wasting time fr no reason. I rather get le other way. Wats so pity is my pair of foot. Le twins suffer fr me. TT . hahak. But try to think. moving all day long r healthy. we should head up a healthy lifestyle. Move more burn more. : ) Straight to another market. Rod Fai market- Just wish Penang have this kind of market. I mean le stuff that selling. Tempting yet lots of choices. le night having past-time wif fun. sometimes. games just calm down my mind. : )

Its third day. Le day to b a classic foreigner. O_O Haa. Chinatown- ntg in le morning bt have our breakfast there. Visited some temples. Wat Pho- famous fr reclining Buddha. Its so big fr a temple. Nice view. Crowded too. a tour guide is needed if u really wanna grasp everythg in Wat Pho. N next will b Wat Arun. Climb fr le looking-so-adventurous staircase just to reach le top n take a look at how amazing le surrounding was. Its nice. le architecture r simply amazed. Well. Enough hot to have an ice cream. Greatta. A simple ice cream cool us down. : ) Kaosan market at night. Ahaa. Its insect time!! Just found it interesting. Ate- Gulp- Yum. Yummy!! Silk Larvae n Crickets fight win Bamboo Worms. N le ppl around looking wif a Believe-it-or-Not face. Hahak. But i think is just normal. Should grab a try. Hee. : ) move on to Nightlife. Route66. party night. lets party. finally get to go wif him. an unforgettable night. Dance- Shake- Drink- Go Giddy == my world is whirling.  Lucky strike. he is around. Never ever go these place without him. Really. as i might b a time-bomb. Ehey : )

le day of forth. This is le day i most happy about. Wat a relief. : ) Today just let me wanna stay longer at there. I dont want to go home. TT sad case. Start to miss there now. Thailand Creative and Design Center (TCDC). Best place i have ever go in le trip. i noe im oways nt le very into ppl exhibition type of ppl. But this really amazed me. Le exhibition made my day. My brain start to wake up. : ) Le libary there made me speechless ==. Y u so peace. Le day n night contrasting cafe is like wat im searching fr in hometown. Exactly. But noo we dont have any here. Mayb we have it soon. I told myself. : ) Another place to go. Thailand Knowledge Park(TKpark). if i were a kids. here will be my heaven. blessed kids there. : ) Terminal 21- A fabulous mall wif different country theme in each level. JUST FAB!! n made us become silly toilet tourist. ==' then.. Siam Center. which i never want to skip u out in this trip. Here i come!! Found my Mr. Jones Orphanage lastly. Of course im soo excited like i have meet my idol- Ash-oh. XD I swear i will go in next time. Self-calming. Okay chillax !! n sry fr Jk if i had made u hesitate. Never want to b like dat. : ) Had Thai massage at le very nite. i choosed Aloe Vera Gel whole body Massage. its comes out nt very pleased. I dono whether she scared or wat. Mayb i had expect too much. in reality its just like dat. Idk. Packed a liitle bit to welcome le day home. my heart tell me.  she dont want to. :''(

Sudden Awake. Aww. le sky shine. I Don't like it. Y u so fast morning. == Last stop. Platinum mall. Shop fr last as its le last chance fr this trip. Tried my best. hunt fr treasure. Hmm nt bad. as i found my way off. Le feeling is great though. Clock strike 1200. we gotta go. ...Little bit unhappy. my face start to pull down. Bestie knew it. We r going back. i noe. this is a rule. Okay. Packed- Flight- Bye Bangkok. I favor u. See u soon. n gonna. Miss you!!

will let le photos talking soon. : )