Guess a colour.

There's oways some special person in our mind. They are not the best. But they do mean alot to us. -HER- She might not b my best partner in life. We doesnt hang out like wat girls usually do. We never get too close even is in public. We never chat like everyday. We seems like soo far apart. Well. A great listener. A well manner adviser. A good friend. #Flashback Few years ago. I hated her for some reason. Thats hate was like turning my attitude 180oc towards her. Thats really reflected how silly i was last time. After some time we getting back closer n closer. But to her #isneverlikebefore She still has some unrubable scars. She told me honestly when i asked her. We bring up this topic during some "honesty project". The understandable me. Said: is okayy. just go through this slowly. Its weird yesh it was. But i said it mean i mean it. That hate made me notice how muchh she influence me. Grateful little world. Definitely miss her in the future. 

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Hi and Bye.

Wo men da jia. Still a long journey to go. Whenever a silly thought came upon my mind. i was like "damn u go away" i still have my life to move on. I am a person that being distracted easily. In some way. Fmi. i goes through alot of mixed feeling. n i oways made it hard to myself. n now is time to graduate. After that we have our very own future to plan off. to build on. n to move on. Looking back to the mixed feeling that are #sonotabigdeal. i just can use the word "silly" to describe myself. It just WAS.

Life changed. we don have the same person to rely on. we don have dat particular person to hearken upon. it was oways a starting point for everythg. Like we first come to college. We never noe who will being our side till the last. We never noe we will being so close like now. We never noe dat so muchh happening that enough to create awesome memory between us. Like now.

Hi and Bye. Its not easy to express th'em. Hi oways end wif Bye. Bye will oways start again wif a Hi. Lol. random sentence. So owe beat huh!!

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Turn it around.

Too muchh thought. Too muchh presumptuous. This is so not wat i usually m. Whr is the happy-go-lucky girl been. She had disappeared like years. N i really wanna find her back. But whr to. Hmphh. Girls. Not every girls r like dat. Am i one of the mainstream one. Haahaa. i think so. Too bad i already admit it. This remind me of my past. We should not oways refer back to the past. Should not. But i just knew how i was when i grown up till now. I never used to care anyone so hard like now. Family, friends and even loved one. I noe dat its probably hurt once i over care about it. So i never ever want myself to get hurt. So no matter how muchh i care that person. To the sky to the ground. (ignore my strained eng translate) I will still leave a space between us. I never want to put myself so deep in any relationship. Dats y im oways the person who recover very fast after times of hurts. And betrays. Mostly friendship stuff. And friends oways "praise" me for being suchh a restrain and casual. Hee. But all these end now for sure. Im not wat im before. I have muchh more arguements wif my family now. Like oways. What made me feel better is i dont have dat muchh friendship's problem compare to before. Of course sometimes one another will just have different point of view on smtg. Then.. Fight in silence. Grrr. Just let it b. As i dont have any romance problem. So i probably nonid to undergo any lovesick by now. Hee. But those cares r already enough to kill. Thought. Ppl have more thought n get muchh more worry n irritate when we grew up. Well-said. But can we just turn it around..... isit possible....

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