no more fear.

its unbelievable
haahaa
after a day we got the point
i notice i juz WANTED a little bro so badly
even he older than me is
XD
but he look so little boy
dats no more fear to go
wats the matter if i care much to my bro
to me
its still very unbelievable
= =


goodie doodie.

big square.

not gonna think anythg
u noe those r actually nonsense
being big square so good
dats no point to struggle there by urself
th'ey noe nothing
at last u r the funny one.
:P


*not a emo post
but it sounds like
= =
no time fr me to emo oso
rushing like hell


bye.

i want.

u cnt stop ppl mouth

the mouth belongs to th'em

u cnt keep back words

after u had said it out

u cnt keep on pretend

bcos ppl noe u r nt a good actor

u cnt control

unless u have the power

u cnt accept

juz bcos u have ur rules

u cnt forgive

bcos its unforgivable

u cnt cry

u noe dats no point to cry

u cnt give up

u noe wat happen if u quit

u cnt say no

bcos u don have other better choices

U CAN WAT U CAN

after u noe wat u mind is nevermind.

not any matter

if u say

"i want to."

whenever.

BIG BIG IDK.


whenever u say smtg
i start feeling annoy
whenever u smile to me
i throw away the annoyness
whenever i talk to u
i dono hu m i
whenever i look at u
i notice hu m i
-END-
======================


whenever u ignore me
i don show i mind
whenever u find me
i don show im happy
whenever i talk to u
i noe u r important
whenever i c u there
i don really walk towards u
-END-
=======================


whenever u say little smtg
i respond like nobody
whenever u do little smtg
i watch like nobody
whenever i kacau u
i act like nobody
whenever i look at u
i feel like nobody
.........
whenever i refer to the whole thg
i noe im somebody.
-END-

listen.

well

i got'one

......

we argue

we share

we laugh

we cold war

we care

we mock

we perli

we make fun

we lend a hand

we do a favor

we comfort

we blame

we ignore

we insane

we abandon

we wreak

we worry

we inspire

we affect

we step each other tail

...

BUT

....

we cherish it sincerely

wat a insane friend i have.

i wanna say thank you.

u being everywhr when i nid u

but when u nid me im nt there

as i mention before im bad

but i really glad that u choosed me

to go through every feeling above.

although we r discord all the time

i willing to listen urs

nt every time is me rite

even i don really applaud u

most of the time u r the rite one.

SO I CHOOSE TO LISTEN.

still.

told y'all

......

u r fragile heart but u hide it
u din think about ppl but u arent totally uncare
u always in the center but wat do u really meant
u tried ur best but sometime im speechless
u r emo queen but how many really noe u
u don care others gossip but is dat really needed
u look gentleman but can u treat her better
u r moody but juz give urself smetime
u noe the truth but u didnt understand the truth


we may have a lot of disagreement
we may beh syiok smetime
we may nt truely understand everyone
we may worried if we r farer n farer

we may feel our friendship

float n sink all the time

...........

STILL we stay together

we never fight 

we never boycott

we never hate

...........

we juz blame

we juz gossip

we juz share

........

its juz as simple as this

but nt everyone can take it easy

me is the one

less bother = less trouble

mind more = worry more

like this yo like this.

bobo like dat
covered a song
juz fr a fren
she wan me sing her a song
i end up covered the song
AWKWARD
(wat i always wan to do
bt im too awkward )
finally
is still a fun one
juz curious wat face 
she will give me then
.....
wheehee

"1 2 3 now ready set go
Like this yo Like this
Shake it up shake it down Like this,
Like this yo Like this
To the left to the right Like this
Like this yo Like this
Make ya body do the wave Like this
Like this yo Like this
Now Stop and do your homework"


i sing to myself like this
XD
even is fun to b like this
so so freedom
bt dat suffer always waiting there
if u don do homework
bt keep singing
DATS ME
i should punish myself off
!!!!!

better life.

ohh yaa

....

i lived a bit better than th'em

th'ey r coupled

th'ey r problemsome

im single

i arent rounded by trouble

the way i talk seems like

im comfort ing myself

XD

but is a FACT

unless th'ey two r sweet enough laa

i wan th'em have a nice partner

nt to suffer in a bad relationship

even boy or girl

no different

no one have to b the oni release.

no one have to b the oni receive.

......

love blindly ...X.X...

love wisely ...♥.♥

...

...Lets think about it.

served.

rmb the good
ignore the bad
th'em
i aint good
juz better than bad
so wat i still expect
don expect
don suspect
if served bad
juz deserved
if served good
worth deserve.

selfhater.

again
i hate this feeling
WTH wif me
i cnt accept im such a _____ 
BOO~~~~
IM SO ANNOYING
ALL THE TIME
I HATE ME.

a notice.

smetime u notice

several unexpectation 

far is better than near

less is better than more

we close nt meant dat we r better

we r far bt we seems even better

i appreciate ur care

honestly to say

no one treat me this nice b4

i dono y dat person is me

i wonder y dat person r u

U'ALL

advice me when im confuse

help me whn im in trouble

comfort me whn i emo

those little scene inside

i felt the real friendship

unbelievable realness

as my best fren arent many

i really appreciate u'all

thank you

n i knew dat i was nt dat kind of

best fren

dat will always care fr a particular person

I DON'T

....

bt its rude

so i got complaint

WELL

i cnt promise i will care u ALWAYS

but i will try my best to SHOW IT OUT

bcos u r too 搞笑

XD

(u noe is u)

seems dat u r the most

i mention in ma blog

gt good got bad

bt i knew u r a GOOD ONE

and th'em r  GOODIES

jk,4, ally,26,vil,blu,aserene & minz included

Thank y'all!!!!!!!

WAE??

oh no

considering 7th june is a big day

rmb b2st comeback ??

bt NO

still nid to wait

no wonder teaser nt yet out

impossible to release album tmr rite 

.......

......

no matter wat

just wait

we must trust th'em

we must have patience

we must nt easy to say DAMN

BE PATIENCE BE BE PATIENCE

3rd day back to sch

im no longer dat emo melon

silent = peace

i talk when i nid

i leave when i want

i work when i realize

"I SHOULD NOT WASTE EVEN A MINUTE"

those fanwars

NONSENSE

don say u think u think

don always compare who wif who

comparison-->argue-->fanwars-->more anti's

its nt my bussiness bt still appear everywhr

their news....youtube...fanpage...blog...

save ur energy to do better thg

crazy YELL ING is not a purpose

READ BOOKS IF U HAV NTG TO DO

I BORROW U 

monster.

AOWH!!!!!!

end of holy day

tmr everythgs goes back normal

college life u noe

full of unexpected thgs

these and that

MONSTER everywhr.

XD

MONSTER ahh

y u so !!!!!

bigbang nonstop awesomeness

make me crazy

teentop jjproject too

ahaahaa

my ear r super busy though

SYIOK~~

anyway

im nt a monster

bt i hope to bcome one of th'

a non wicked monster.

hee

^^

euu~

color fade
whr is my purple??
no edit no purple

damn

still acceptable

bt u noe I PAID

TT

idk

bt now i knew it

no more next time
angry mushroom.

is JUNE

super awaiting comeback of th'em

the awaitness never stop

waiting sometime is a goodie

u noe u will soon b happy

u noe how important it was

u noe u r READY through it

TEASER everwhr.

enjoy finish these few hour

have a good sleep at nite

wif those goodie songs 

dancing in the moonlight.

◕ ‿‿ ◕

actually i dono wat face i will b tmr
hopefully is a better wan
nt a best bt a better
smile to me.