Too muchh thought. Too muchh presumptuous. This is so not wat i usually m. Whr is the happy-go-lucky girl been. She had disappeared like years. N i really wanna find her back. But whr to. Hmphh. Girls. Not every girls r like dat. Am i one of the mainstream one. Haahaa. i think so. Too bad i already admit it. This remind me of my past. We should not oways refer back to the past. Should not. But i just knew how i was when i grown up till now. I never used to care anyone so hard like now. Family, friends and even loved one. I noe dat its probably hurt once i over care about it. So i never ever want myself to get hurt. So no matter how muchh i care that person. To the sky to the ground. (ignore my strained eng translate) I will still leave a space between us. I never want to put myself so deep in any relationship. Dats y im oways the person who recover very fast after times of hurts. And betrays. Mostly friendship stuff. And friends oways "praise" me for being suchh a restrain and casual. Hee. But all these end now for sure. Im not wat im before. I have muchh more arguements wif my family now. Like oways. What made me feel better is i dont have dat muchh friendship's problem compare to before. Of course sometimes one another will just have different point of view on smtg. Then.. Fight in silence. Grrr. Just let it b. As i dont have any romance problem. So i probably nonid to undergo any lovesick by now. Hee. But those cares r already enough to kill. Thought. Ppl have more thought n get muchh more worry n irritate when we grew up. Well-said. But can we just turn it around..... isit possible....
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